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2008-10-03T14:04:00.000-04:00

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2008-01-23T10:49:00.001-05:00

The Most Awaited FlowerShow

2008-01-13T13:11:00.001-05:00

The Sunset

2007-12-03T12:12:00.000-05:00

Favourites

2006-05-21T13:01:00.000-04:00

MY FAVOURATE WORDINGS

WALK WITH ME WHEN YOUR HEART NEEDS COMPANY
TALK TO ME WHEN YOU FEEL ALL ALONE
TRUST ME WHEN YOUR HEART BEATS MORE
THINK OF ME WHENEVER YOU NEED A TRUE FRIEND

FRIENDSHIP IS NOT HOW YOU FORGET BUT
HOW YOUFORGIVE
NOT HOW YOU LISTEN
BUT
BUT HOW YOU UNDERSTAND
NOT WHAT YOU SEE
BUT
HOW YOU FEEL
NOT HOW YOU LET GO BUT HOW U HOLD .

IF I WOULD BE A TEAR IN YOUR EYES
I WILL ROLLED ON YOUR CHEEK AND
DIE IN YOUR LAP
IF YOU WOULD BE TEAR IN MY EYES
I WILL NEVER CRY
FEAR OF LOSSING YOU.

WHEN I THINK YOU ARE MY THOUGHTS
WHEN I TALK YOU ARE MY SOOO MUCH WORDS
WHEN I SLEEP YOU ARE MY DREAMS
IN MY THOUGHTS,WORDS, AND EVEN IN MY DREAMS
YOU ARE THE ONLY ONE IMISS YOU.

SOMETIMES MY EYES GET JEALOUS OF MY HEART
YOU KNOW WHY?
BECAUSE
YOU ARE ALWAYS VERY CLOSE TO MY HEART
AND FAAR FROM MY EYES.

A MAN FALLS IN LOVE THROUGH HIS EYES
BUT A WOMEN THROUGH HER EARS

WHENEVER I SEE THE SKY I SEE U
WHENEVER I SE THE MOON ISEEU
WHENEVER I SEE THE CLOUDS I SEE U SO PLEASE MOVE
U R BLOCKING MY VIEW

ALWAYS BE HAPPY
TO BE HAPPY
WE MUST NOT BE TOO CONCERNED WITH OTHERS

Our Culture

2006-05-20T04:06:00.000-04:00

Dreams

2006-05-20T04:04:00.000-04:00

Onam, Again

2006-05-17T14:02:00.000-04:00

Thiruvonam

2006-05-17T13:51:00.000-04:00

What is in your head, Junior?

2006-05-17T04:10:00.000-04:00

I have seen

2006-05-16T22:26:00.000-04:00

Our Place

2006-05-16T22:23:00.000-04:00

Be Happy

2006-05-16T22:18:00.000-04:00

Her Look

2006-05-15T12:47:00.000-04:00

That was a different look. I thought. Normally she never look at my eyes during pray time. Even though that day was a Fast Day for her and even during the pray time she never looked at me. Ignoring the sense or meaning of the look I sat in the Cane chair just behind she sat in the floor and put down my head to Newspaper. While going through the sports column, from her chanting I understood that she is going to conclude her prayer. Within very few minutes she is going to announce that night meals is ready in her own style i.e tying her long hair though it is wet due to bath “is it time for food”. From the newspaper I raised my head and looked at her. That is the practice. Yes. I observed something different in her eye. It might be my over aspiration. I thought. Because she never took any initiation for bed activities. However, I noticed that something is there. Again I ignored and stood up for sitting in the meals chair for night meals. As usual Chappati served alongwith vegetable stew. I took one chappati and started eating. Daughter stood up from Computer table murmuring “Tally, not at all coming to head”. After washing her hand she sat and after put on TV to watch routine serial, she also started.

I felt something pressing on my foot. It was her foot. Not bothering to look on me, she is eating. Now it is pressing hardly on my foot. What happened to this lady? I can’t just understand. After finished my meals I gone to my PC. Something is going to take place, I told myself. After doing routine things I shut down the Computer and went to bed. Put off light and simply laid. As usual she and daughter started discussion about Saree and Churidars both of them have seen during the day. Immediately light went off from the other room and there was caressing in my chest. Yes, I was waiting for this, I thought. “See”…. I couldn’t even start, before that my under lip was inside her mouth. The rest is something can’t explain. One thing I noticed that she was very cheerful and fresh during next morning.

With Love...

2006-04-08T00:20:00.000-04:00

How are You?

2006-04-08T00:13:00.000-04:00

Hilltop

2006-04-08T00:10:00.000-04:00

Beautiful Kochi

2006-04-02T11:13:00.000-04:00

2006-04-02T10:14:00.000-04:00

The Doubt of She

‘Tina, did you see him today?. Wife asked . ‘No’. Lucy what for you are always asking her about meeting of him daily, I thought. Where she is going to leave Tina. Once Lucy felt doubt of anybody she would prove it. And the fact is that if she doubt anything about anybody, it will be the truth. Several time I thought about the way in which the seed of doubt is coming to Lucy’s mind and how it is developing and establishing its truth ness.

The very first day Lucy noticed Tina’s look to that boy was something different and she told me that the same night. I carelessly said, ‘Lucy, Tina is Nineteen only, she may sometimes looks to the boys of her age. ‘No’, she slapped. I will not allow. She is my daughter. After watching the routine TV serial both went to their bed.

I continued to be in front of my PC. Everybody, especially wise people says that “things are changing always”. But, I noticed that for the last fifteen years, my plight is not at all changed. I am still in the same pathetic condition which I had been. Efforts, that is the only thing I was doing for the last fifteen years. But till now things are in the same position, i.e. Paucity of Funds. That was and is the only problem which I am facing. Decent remuneration is there against my name in the Payroll. But receipt for the salary which I am signing is only three figure.